OK, LET ME MAKE THINGS SUPER CLEAR ABOUT MY DEPARTMENT

NUMBER ONE
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO REGISTER FOR A PUBLIC DUTY
I ALSO NEVER HEARD OF IT BEFORE
I WENT ACCORDING TO THE INSTRUCTOR'S INSTRUCTIONS
YA OK SINCE YOU ARE MY SENIOR, I RESPECT YOU, I DO IT
NOW, THE TICS ARE BLAMING ME FOR BEING UNSURE OF ANYTHING
AND ALWAYS LISTENING TO YOU
I WAS BLUR AND I DID NOT KNOW A SINGLE THING THE TICS ARE TALKING ABOUT...

I WAS LIKE, "WHAT REGISTER?" "MUST DO MEAHS?" "HOW TO DO?"
when ever there is a pd, i would just prepare a contact list and submit to the insr AND tics in charge...
this was an order
there was no such thing as resgistering cause
the inst just claimed that she will settle everything
the tics and inst are putting me in a very very difficult position
when ever i follow the tic's instruction, i will get scolding from the inst
when i follow the inst, i will get scolding from the tics
DO YOU PEOPLE KNOW HOW I FEEL?
TAKING ME AS A PUSH OVER?
TAKING ME AS A SCAPE GOAT?
if you are unhappy with each other,
settle them among yourseves
dont pull me in
i am just following orders
wth...